I'm not sure but lately every time I go to the store.. I always imagine "Damn what if an armed robber or a gang of active shooters show up" you know, I always just carried my EDC a Full Size Springfield XDM .45 but now I found myself carrying and extra mag and switched my defense ammo to Winchester Ranger T+P... I just want to be prepared and always carry like the Paris shootings can happen any second... think I'm getting paranoid lol

And I'm always coming up with "what if scenarios" in my head For example "what if the cops think I'm the active shooter" and crap like that. This video is a confirmation of one of my fears while OCing\CCing: